Will it fade away?

I keep driving down roads, ignoring stop signs. is life really fair? if only I could fly in the air.

you probably noticed that I posted lots of lyrics in my previous posts..I was just keeping a record of the songs I wrote.

xo
Anne

Set Me Free

Let me go
I can't take it anymore
Break my hold
I don't wanna fall

So please
Set me free
Set me free

I'm bound by these chains
Can't go anywhere
Do anything
My mouth is gagged so tight
Can't reach for air
Say anything
This sharp edge presses against
My wrists, my throat
Hesitate as I stab it through
Are you worth my fall?

Maybe if I close my eyes
This would all go away
I hide behind every lie
I don't wanna stay

So please
Set me free
Set me free

I'm bound by these chains
Can't go anywhere
Do anything
My mouth is gagged so tight
Can't reach for air
Say anything
This sharp edge presses against
My wrists, my throat
Hesitate as I stab it through
You're not worth my fall

I'm bound by these chains
Can't go anywhere
Do anything
My mouth is gagged so tight
Can't reach for air
Say anything
This sharp edge presses against
My wrists, my throat
Nope, I didn't stab it through
You're not worth my fall
I don't need you anymore

Rot in Pieces, Dear Sir

It started out with an empty conversation
It started out with an angry accusation
I can't believe what you said
You never understood me, it was always me
To be blamed

I'm not giving up
I'm not giving in
Storming through this bitter mess
My strength lies within
You will never destroy me

This is not my usual confession
This is not an alien emotion
Pain boils through my head
I'll never regret the blood that stains the floorboards
Stains my hands

I'm not giving up
I'm not giving in
Storming through this bitter mess
My strength lies within
I'm not reaching out
I'm not sinking down
Storming through this bitter mess
My heart will never be the same
You will never destroy me

This feeling will never be forgotten
These lyrics are the core of my existence
I won't let you take away my life
NEVER!

I'm not giving up
I'm not giving in
Storming through this bitter mess
My strength lies within
I'm not reaching out
I'm not sinking down
Storming through this fucking mess
My heart will never be the same
You will never destroy me

Invincible
Immortal
Indestructable

Invincible
Immortal
Indestructable

Invincible
Immortal
Indestructable

Invincible
Immortal
Indestructable

Werewolf

Coming back from the dead
I'm breaking free from this coffin
Climbing out of this deep damp hole
Well, I find it boring
Watch the stars falling out of the sky

Breathe for the first time
I was who you wanted me to be
This's who I am inside
Now I'm happy

As my heart stops beating, I fall on my knees
Will you scream?
I'm not the girl you thought I was
Will you scream?
This ain't just a dream

Breathe for the first time
I was who you wanted me to be
This's who I am inside
Now I'm happy
Right now
Right now
Right now
Right now

You can't change me
You can't change me
You can't change me
This is who I am

You can't change me
You can't change me
You can't change me
This is who I am inside

Breathe for the first time
I was who you wanted me to be
This's who I am inside
Now I'm happy
You can't change me

I'm Not Temporary

Is it over now?
I used to be the most important thing in your life
Is she the one now?
I can't believe I trusted you
And you brought me down

Why is this love so temporary?
Why is your love so temporary?
First her, then me
Now it's that girl
Why are we so temporary?

Are you happy now?
Now you've burned countless hearts, left them broken
I was not supposed to fade
From your stupid meaningless life
Well, I'm not just a memory

Why is this love so temporary?
Why is your love so temporary?
First her, then me
Now it's that girl
Why are we so temporary?

If I were her
Would you have chosen me
Over her?
Well I'm not
Save your breath
I should have known

Why is this love so temporary?
Why is your love so temporary?
First her, then me
Now it's that girl
Why are we so temporary?
Why are we so temporary?

Is it over now?
I used to be the most important thing in your life
Is she the one now?
I shouldn't have trusted you
You can't bring me down
Is it over now?

Snakes and Ladders

Darling has it come across your mind?
One day you'll disappear
This world will just keep spinning day and night
Who cares 'bout what's in here

Because today you'll see what I mean

This scar won't go away
All those things you've done and said
Wake up before it's too late
It's time to pay
For everything

Honey won't you kiss me goodnight?
Just remember our promise
Put your guns down and give up the fight
Cause it's time to finish this

Because today you'll see what I mean

This scar won't go away
All those things you've done and said
Wake up before it's too late
It's time to pay
For everything

Is this just a game?
Is this just a game?
Is this just a game?
Is this just a game?
Is this just a game?

Memories of the Past

Do you remember
The first time I saw you
You let me cry on your shoulder
Well 5 years have passed
And you've changed so much
Do you have someone else now?

Maybe this is our fate
Maybe things are meant to be this way

Do you remember
The times we had
The hugs we shared
Do you remember
The laughter that still
Echoes inside my head
But you don't remember

Do you remember
We were so close
Always went everywhere together
Well 6 years have passed
You've changed so much
Do you have someone else now?

Maybe this is our fate
Maybe things are meant to be this way

Do you remember
The times we had
The hugs we shared
Do you remember
The laughter that still
Echoes inside my head
Do you remember
The places we went
The happiness
Do you remember
All the things you said
All the promises
But you don't remember

Am I supposed to let go
Of everything?
Let it fade away?
Maybe she's all you ever need
Well, I'm sorry
I just wanted you to know that

I remember
The times we had
The hugs we shared
I remember
The laughter that still
Echoes inside my head
I remember
The places we went
The happiness
And I remember
The things you said
All the pointless promises

But you don't remember
Well, you don't remember
No, you don't remember

Do you remember
The first time I saw you?

Heartbreak (I'm Moving On)

When you said you'd be there forever
Were you just kidding?
Cause you left me alone
Well, you left me bleeding
I close my eyes and try to forget the words you said
Forget the promises

Will it save me?
Will it break me?
Would it tear me down?
Will it help me?
Will it hurt me?
Would it tear me down?

Look around, up and down, everywhere
Do you see me?
Baby run I'm about to get you
Please free me
I'm bound by these chains, my wrists are scarred and burned
My heart is scarred and burned

Will it save me?
Will it break me?
Would it tear me down?
Will it help me?
Will it hurt me?
Would it tear me down?

Release me from this prison cell
I can't stand the pain no more
Well you know what? I don't care about you
I'm moving on

Will it save me?
Will it break me?
Would it tear me down?
Will it help me?
Will it hurt me?
Would it tear me down?

Will it save me?
Will it break me?
Would it tear me down?
Will it help me?
Will it hurt me?
Would it tear me down?
Would it tear me down?
Would it tear me down?

Cold Soldier

Does this sound like the usual love story?
Does it make you wanna give up and leave me alone?

All my life I've been waiting for you
To see what we could have been
Well, I'm sorry
For the things that never happened
For the blades and slackened holds
I just wanted you to know that

It's not as easy as it seems
Putting your soul, your only means
Of living to the test
But I hope to give you rest

Oh someone save me from this empty place
I can't see myself anymore
Why is this blinding me?
I had never come to see that

It's not as easy as it seems
Putting your soul, your only means
Of living to the test
But I hope to give you rest

It's not as easy as it seems
Putting your soul, your only means
Of living to the test
But I hope to give you rest

Does this sound like the usual love story?
Does it make you wanna give up and

It's not as easy as it seems
Putting your soul, your only means
Of living on the leash
Well, I hope to give you peace

Right now
Right now
Right now
Right now

Oh mercy
Have mercy
This is killing me
Oh have mercy

Right now
Right now
Right now
Right now

It's Okay

The silence is deafening
Won't you say something I can deal with?
The parties are over now
Faded away like the shadows
Underneath the jet black sky
The moon ain't shining bright

Are you tired to think about this?
Could you write me a song I would remember?
Look around, are you happy now?
Stop and look into the mirror
Tell yourself you're stronger than this
Just tell yourself you're gonna make it

Ooh, aha, haiya
The world ain't taking me alive
Ooh, aha, haiya
You're never gonna take me alive
Ooh, aha, haiyaya
Baby is there something you wanted to tell me
Well, you better tell me now.

It's okay, I'm okay
It's okay, I'm okay
It's okay, are you okay
It's okay, I'm okay

Put down that blade
And walk away
Put down that blade
And just tell yourself

You're stronger than this (it's okay)
You're stronger than this (I'm okay)
You're definately stronger than this (it's okay)
I'm stronger than this (are you okay?)
You're so much stronger than this (it's okay)
You're stronger than this (I'm okay)
You're stronger, you're stronger (it's okay)
I am stronger than this (are you okay?)

Apocalypse

Looking out into the sky,
Decimated like this place.
No matter how hard I try,
I just can't find my way.
Running away and spending the last days laughing.
I never thought that this could happen.

You cannot, you cannot, you cannot
Destroy me!

As the early sunsets fall over us tonight,
Darkness comes.
Impenetrable, forever immortal.
And I can't see can't find a single speck of light.
Dawn will never, dawn will never, dawn will never
Come.

Wash away my sins at last chance,
Wish I could go back in time.
This tunnel sends her in a trance,
Look out for those signs.

You cannot, you cannot, you cannot
Destroy me!

As the early sunsets fall over us tonight,
Darkness comes.
Impenetrable, forever immortal.
And I can't see can't find a single speck of light.
Dawn will never, dawn will never, dawn will never
Come again!

I try my best not to understand,
Why the sun don't come up,
Is this the end?
This dawn won't arrive,
It ain't coming again!

You cannot, you cannot, you cannot
Destroy me!

As the early sunsets fall over us tonight,
Darkness comes.
Impenetrable, forever immortal.
And I can't see can't find a single speck of light.
Dawn will never, dawn will never, dawn will never
Come again!
(They can't destroy us!
They can't destroy us!
They won't destroy us!
Never! They will never!)

As the early sunsets fall over us tonight,
Darkness comes.
Impenetrable, forever immortal.
And I can't see can't find a single speck of light.
Dawn will never, dawn will never, dawn will never, dawn will never
Come again!
(They can't destroy us!
They won't destroy us!
They won't take us alive!
They will never!
They will never!
They will never again!)

I'll open my lungs, dear..

I sing this song at funerals, no rush.

hey everyone..

just so you know, projectHOPE is really just something personal.. as I get judged very often in my other blog, Awake and Unafraid, I'm just hoping that this will be different.

if you guys have any comments, feel free to leave one through the link at the bottom of this post. the shoutbox is mostly for random chats and stuff.. so yeah.

projectHOPE missions..

- be able to say or do anything without being judged.
- make more internet friends that share common interests.
- help others overcome their problems.. well, I better start with myself first.

I would not have survived without you..

my chemical romance
mcrmy & the medics
black veil brides
emo styles (inspired this layout)

xo
Anne

Is there no one who cares?

for all those kids who feel depressed and insecure, lost or miserable..sometimes the only place where you feel you belong is where everyone there doesn't belong.

is it really sick for me to be happy right now?